crazy

listen honey, the world is a cold,hard & cruel place. Learn to bloody leave with it!

I am very confused where do
I go next year? states? oz? poly? why are there so many tough decisions to make it life?

alright, this sleepy head needs to sleep. But if you must know, I obviously do. a hell load. you have no sticking idea how much.

Bye!

my mom is crazy crazy crazy i asked her " how my party?' you know WT*@^_ shit she said????


" GO HELP A ORPHANAGE OR SOMETHING"


JUST KILL ME NOW.

damn

Don't you have anything else better to do than gossip about people you don't really know? Are you a stalker of some sort? You're older than us and you're behaving like you're younger. Why do you even want to bother with affairs than don't concern you. ass swine. This whole sit in a circle gossip about people you don't know well and spread lies about them at a party thing has got to stop!!

That aside. I'm not anorexic. What in the mole hill is your problem? And im standing right there! You can ask my friends, I eat alot. Mind your own business. And stop talking shit. Need I say it again, IM STANDING RIGHT THERE...

whatever! Anyway, my week has been awesome so far! Meeting lotsa new people and seeing familiar faces. I like...

Well, I can't wait for bkk!!! I keep saying this, I know it's annoying. But hi,shopping!?!?! how can I not be excited!!!! I'm gonna get lotsa shoes. becuz, i have very little high heels. SHOE SHOPPING~

Bye!

rubbish.

theresa don't strangle me!!!










I hate dental appointments. agonizing. I had the honors of getting my braces tightened yesterday. Not fun. My teeth now aches like shit. And it's ruining my morning mood. I've become someone I've never wanted to be. More like it, doing things I never wanted to do. Circumstances and occasions take you places. the thrill is exuberant, unavoidable.

I can't believe it's already December. The month of Christmas and new years eve. The last month of the year. The month of all the fun and mistakes. 2009 has been eventful, on many levels. Personal, national & worldwide.

I am not joking when I say 2009 has been eventful. It has been bloody eventful for me. Without a doubt.

My holidays have been very fun so far. Simplest things make me really happy. Like having Japanese food or hanging and very lame places like Kovan. I need a job badly. Applied for a job. Just one job. I need to apply for more. Though I hope with every last inch of breathe I get the first job I want applied for. Love the atmosphere. Love the music they play in the background. Love the location!


Anyway, I am gonna start a strict diet plan again. With Christmas approaching, I know there will be tons of food for me. An example?My family's annual Christmas dinner thing with my paternal grandparents. So much of food. Turkeys and such. I cannot put on holiday weight. A huge bloody mistake i made last year. All i did last year was eat!!!! Are you kidding me? I am so gross.

I'm very very excited to turn 18... so excited for my almost planned out party. You all better come. Don't ditch a girl on her birthday :( I'll be very sad...
Tentatively, my party is on the 30th of December. Please be free on that day! It's a Wednesday! 31st and countdown will be for closer friends. Somewhere else....
Hoping, I'll get to spend new years eve with my friends this year. Really, Really hope...
anyhoo, i hope everything falls into place and my plan works out....hope. xx


Love, Jaaziel

Prom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so relived the whole frenzy over prom is over. However, I really wish post prom was every night.....so so so fun.
Prom itself was not THAT fun. But pre-prom and post prom was seriously one of the best times of my life. Espl post prom!!! I swear. We had so so so so so so much fun. Funnest night of my holiday!!!! We went crazy...
Thanks alot J,N,R,T,L,S! :-)

I'm very thankful that my life in PL has come to an end :) I am also thankful to everyone who was part of it.
My makeup looks thick in the pictures cos of the bloody flash. It is honestly not that thick...promise.
I'll upload the whole chunk of pictures on this blog soon! But the pics are uploaded on facebook already :-)
I'm just too lazy....
I need a job!!!!!!!!!! Need one so badly!! Any recommendations???


Ok, now that prom is over, I can laze around without having anything to worry about!!! so excited to go shopping at bkk, my 18th birthday party, christmas party.... everything!!!!


Anyway, I need to go out for a present hunt!! I still owe jy and z their presents!!!!! I'm more than a month late...im sucha horrible friend! sorry guys!!


bye!

so cute.

So my hair's sorta done. But I still have no idea what do I'm gonna have for prom. Simple? Up-do? Clip-ups? Headbands? dilemma..okay now, I'm left with getting a dress and masquerade. That's the hardest part for prom. Need to make hotel reservations soon!

ok, so I take back what I said about China boys being gross irritating shit-holes. I met a very nice Chinese boy in his early 20s today. He was my hairdresser.. and he was really nice,friendly and contrary to popular believe he was very civil. Sure he talked funny. But it was okay.

My sister just did a facial for me. There's this big gigantor pimple right on my left cheek. Disguesting. I hope it clears by Tuesday....


I miss Jiaying. I really do. I haven't seen her for close to 4 days. I know it sounds short. But it feels like months. I swear..


Proms so soon. I hope everyone has fun.

So... I got my prom shoes :) It's a pretty pretty pair. BUT it's not something everyone might like. Well it's okay, as long as I like it! My shoe issue started when I was at River Island. I fell in love with a beautiful pair of 5 inches. Made me look sorta tall for once... I tried them on and................. I don't need to say more. I decided to try a 4inch..............fail. finally settled with a pair of wedges with no label at all but it cost me 50 bucks! I'm happy cus I'll look taller than I usually look.... But anw,it's good cus I almost bought the river island pair which cost $149. so I saved $100!! Other than that, I've got nothing settled for prom!! erks me to the max that I've not found a love-at-first-sight dress! I might just get the gold dress from warehouse...... might settle with that. prom prom prom. All that jive and excitement and stress for one bloody stupid day.


See assumptions....AGAIN.


I'm crossing my fingers, I really hope prom will be fun! YOU WILL DEF REMEMBER PROM FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. So you must make it perfect. Do what you can to arrange super fun plans with your friends for post-prom! DONT GO HOME AFTER PROM! That's the dumbest thing to do ever. Go out, have lotsa fun! Make the night memorable for you and your friends of 4 or more years. Take lots of pictures. Pay the least attention to stupid stuff like getting your makeup ruined or looking unglam. You are dressing for the occasion, the occasion is NOT for you to dress up. If you pay too much attention to how you look, you will be so concerned with comparing your self with others that you wont have fun. But of cuz, be your prettiest!! But don't try so hard that you forget to breathe... I need to call T soon! We need to discuss about prom plans!!!!!


I badly need a job! I think I'm gonna start looking for one after I'm done with prom and my shopping trip to BKK. (which btw I am so excited about!!!) sucks to work. But I need experience and $$$$....




Bye!!!